Forget and Remember Memories

there's a curse where you kissed me last
and it reminds me of the ghosts of past
everytime i try to heal that wound
the ghosts crowd my lonely room

and when they say they want me too
all i can think of is hating you
but the only thing thats keeping me here
is that one lonely, cold tear

tell me that i still need you
after all you've put me through
i care, i tell you, i know i do
then again, i have no clue

there's a bruise where you touched me last
reminds me of the Hell of past
but the shit that haunts my happiness away
tells me that i survived that yesterday

and when i think back upon your voice
ghosts are revived, they have no choice
im like a necromancer, for i can raise the dead
the lovers that caress the memories in my head

tell me that i still love you
after every lie you said was true
tell me that im not a fool
for living this dead life for you

there's a tear where you remembered me last
like a cancer, detected fast
but how come the only one who should have seen
was lost in the memories of neglecting me?

and when i remember to forget you
will you forget to remember me, too?
drugs wont help, and pain tries well
but it still cant help me leave this hell

tell me that you still need me
after all these tears you couldnt see
say that im in your mirror's destiny
then, break that mirror to erase me

there's a melody where you forgot me last
a faint ringing that haunts your past
you try to stop, and let your heart see
but you cant seem to forget me

and i cant seem to remember you
after everything that was supposed to be true
but i will, soon, i know that i can
it just takes time for Hate to understand

a curse, a bruise, a tear, and a melody
lurk in the corners of our memory
we try so hard to forget ourselves
that we get sucked back into that Hell

and as we try to leave it again
we meet each other, wishing it would end
when you see that light shining in my eyes
you whisper "why must i get lost in your demise?"

tell me that you dont mean what you say
that i was dreaming that yesterday
say that you can feel it too
"i cannot forget or remember you...."